no thoughts only vibes

I have very little to tell you about today. I was home, did a crossword, started painting, watched TV, and listened to music. There are no thoughts in my head. And it is wonderful. I am not panicked. I am not sad. I am just existing. Which is how I imagine most other people go through their lives. As promised, Monday date was cancelled. And I don’t remember any dreams I had this morning. And as I’m writing this, I’m wondering at what point I’m going to start spiraling again. But for now, I’m going to enjoy my empty mind.